| I love this site!!!! www.vampirefreaks.com
It is totally awesome! right now i'm browsing cults to join on it!!!! I love it I love it I love it! and all the bands that are listed on there are like the best! I love vampire freaks.com!
....ok different subject! today i had to go to my cousins football game. they won. 28-6. i think that was the score. can't remember! lol! well yea. i've been getting more sleep latel'y so thats good. yesterday we had to go clean the temple for harry potter weekend. it took us three hours of cleaning just one room. and it still looks horrible.but oh well. like tommorrow we don't have school. so madi and bryan might come over. but if they do then i'm going to have to put all my laundry away. Especially if bryan is coming over. I can't have a hot guy in my house if it's a mess.
Well at school i figured out that my label is an emo/goth. I hat labels so much. but i don't care what they say i am. to me i am i. and nothing else. if they want to label mew i'm not going to let it bother me!well. peace ya'll. Lauren |
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|  Ok like I've been forcing myself to eat for the past week and a half. I haven't been able to sleep. And I won't even drink anything. I feel like crying my eyes out. Or chopping myself into tiny peices. I don't know whats wrong with me. I don't want to know whats wrong with me. I just keep drawing. Just randomly drawing. non-stop. And I keep writing. Alex can tell somethings wrong. He can see it on my face and in my body language. I wanted to scream in class today. To just scream and cry. But I held it in. That's all I'm good for. Is holding in my feelings and not letting them show. At least not showing them to the people who are trying to help. But I absolutely hate it when people try to help me. That's why I hate therapy. Besides the fact it takes me away from my precious school. I can't afford to miss any days. I just can't. My schooling is most important to me. I have to fininsh my schooling. So I can prove myself that I am actually more than an useless chunk of matter. So I can prove myself better than my dad. I just hope that the doctor doesn't want me to talk about him tommorrow.
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|  did your parents ever tell you not to run down the street naked.if they have only once reply back. if they have more than once send this to 10 other people. once you love you can always love.if you hate you can never love.but if you love you give people wings. send this to 10 other people and give them wings.if you hate people don't send it but reply back. |
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|  OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! 1 day left till homecoming! My dress so so hot! and OMG grandma took me shopping for shoes and like i got a pair of chucks and a pair of dress shoes! i love shoes! |
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